Everything I say seems wrong, is it a stretch to apply that to the deeply held constructs which make up all that I see true?

It is something to lack trust in what you see, what you hear, what you sense. It is another, far more serious, far more damning to know the fabric of your mind's thinking is flawed so deeply as to see reason in falsehood.

Being wrong, I don't mind - learning from mistakes is part of the human condition, but lacking the capacity to see why what's true is true, that makes the mind invalid.


(PS: To all who I watch, I'm sorry for not commenting on your art at all lately, I have little of value to say. Take no comments as a good sign, I have no criticism to offer. )

A bitterness so strong, it starts as a feeling akin to orgasm in the heart, and it rises, and twists the insides up through the chest and the neck ... So much of an ecstasy the futility of not gasping out is absolute.

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... ad infinitum.

Of course "Because life is worth it/has meaning" could have the form of "but you haven't seen the World yet", "because there's so much more to life", "because there's so much to experience", "because life is beautiful" ... etc.

I was thinking about submitting this as a deviation, but I don't usually take the piss as "modern artists" do.

Yes, I write for the sake of the art. But I cannot improve without criticism/feedback.

If anyone reads this, please give some!

There seems to be a widespread disinterest in poetry, it's very disheartening.

...ness of multiple parties.

I woke up at 3pm today (why not? - what's so vital about getting up when everyone else does?), opened the curtains ...

Outside some kid said "Run! Quick, before he comes to eat us!"

I'm sure they'll grow up to be good little Nazis. The attitudes of their parents are most probably those of ignorance, proud irrational discrimination, and general low-life-ness.

I need a T-shirt that says something akin to "Yes, I know I'm weird. If that crosses your mind, you have no worth". Perhaps on the other side I could have "Please rid the earth of your infectious plague of an existence".

I suppose I should be thankful though, at least I don't have to put up with their noisy presence.